jumbled thoughts

thankz a lot for those who were concerned over my last post but yea, it's just the times when you have nothing better to do and put the thinking cap on. at times, when i think of the past, i would just burst into tears for no apparent reason. not many agrees with me that one can cry for no reason at all, but i seriously think that is somehow true for me. probably there could be many reasons but i can't actually pinpoint down the specific cause of it. probably when i think, my thoughts are just all jumbled up. remember, i'm one confused person most of the time. i'm also very indecisive. i might be good at advising people and all but when it comes to my own problems, i normally can't find a solution for it. so when there's no clear solution to problems, one may decide to drop the issue and put it behind them, then days pass by as usual with nothing major in hand but sooner or later, the unsolved problems will arise and again cause you pain. so my advice to you is to try settling whatever problems you have at that particular instant because you can never run away from your problems. and no, i'm not in another emotional crisis but it's just what i've been through in the past. every sort of relationship does have it's ups and downs but i'm sure somehow or another, love matters more than anything else. if you love someone, you are willing to sacrifice a lot for them. i'm sure most of you in a relationship knows clearly whether you are the one who monopolize or the one who follows through. i never believed that there is such thing as an equal role played by both parties. so which one are you? whichever you are, you should not let the other run the way you go about with you life. as my mum always say, if your partner is one that wants control over the relationship to the extend that you cannot do what you want, then he/she is not worth your love. another piece of advice from my wise mum is that gals should not depend on guys, especially when it comes to financial matters because who knows what will happen? one day, you may seemed like the perfect family everyone envies and next, you may be in a typical family with all the dramas in life. till then, if the woman can't support herself, what is she going to do? stay on with the bastard that ruined the family?

*really jumbled huh? yea, i'm actually sick now. having a bad flu and my head feels heavy but going to go out for dinner because no more food at home then to cinemas to watch Batman Begins*