gaming norm?

I wonder if this is true of all people, or is it just me? Perhaps some people will call people like me kiasu but it's just a feeling..burst or emotions when you can't achieve what you wanted to do. And here, i'm referring to playing games. You know how is it that if you are playing a particular game, and everything doesn't seem to be going well, you'll get frustrated and continue to get worst? Well, it happens to me too. Like yesterday, when i was playing ping pong and was kinda better than the previous time i played, i felt motivated to play again and i actually had fun. The joy when you managed to safe the ball...makes it all worthwhile. Then at other times when i was really bad [and obviously i blamed the bat cuz it was like totally torn apart]...i just didn't feel that i was up for more practice...sort of gave up hope on my ping pong "skills" [that is if i had any]. Then same goes to a game of pool. I didn't want to play cuz i've always sucked at pool...what do you call the pool with red and yellow balls huh? american pool? Ahaha..whatever that is. So as i was saying, eugene and royston wanted to play pool and i was just there as a spectator. Then after they finished their round, eugene ask me to play with royston, cuz he's also just starting to learn and naturally i'm not a good player myself. But to my surprise, maybe i should say luck, i won!! Ahaha!! Same thing again, you feel that you've achieved something that makes you want to continue playing. What felt better was when the shots were like cool!! Makes me ponder on my accuracy but obviously most of the time not accurate one. Ahh...satisfaction! So, feel good and motivated when you're good and frustrated and angry when you're bad?

Oh, later gonna go make pancakes and icecreams! I think so la but obviously i hope don't need to make and just get to eat for free ma. I wonder...will tell you guys later when i come back from that outing! Hmm...don't know can make durian ice cream a not leh? Ahaha..but ah mos don't like durian one...