if only

if only i was a little bit taller or a little bit bigger, then shopping in Melbourne would bring great pleasure! but i've reached the age that i don't think i could grow taller nor could i grow bigger...the only way i could grow is grow fatter but that wouldn't help at all, it would just make things harder. if only i was a little bit taller then i would be able to buy the trekkies i needed for camp tomoro and i who thought "yeah! they even have it in 3XS!", put it against my waist and shoot, it's WAY TOO LO..ONG! the following two shops, none! last stop, went in "yeah! got so many to choose from! sure got one kua..." looked and looked, 12, 14, 16, 18, HAH! 20 also got! what the...looked harder...smallest is 8? no colour i like some more...=( tried it on, err...obviously it's a little bit big but bearable. "buy only la". there! my shopping experience for just a simple thing, i don't ask for much and i try not to be picky [i don't have much choices anyways], if only i was two inch taller or had a bigger frame. sales would be great! shopping would be fun! not just mere disappointment most of the time. it doesn't help that i'm fussy in the things i buy, value for money, if expensive also i must really really like it, obviously better if got cheap stuff!

neways, all this commotion because i'll be off to camp for one day! i didn't think it was appropriate for me to wear my pyjamy pants for outdoor activities but guess i might have to if the one i bought got dirty. i don't even know where i'm headed to, the only thing i heard was that it's really cold there. hopefully i don't freeze to death and actually enjoy being in the company of strangers! oh, it's for this program that i got into. SALP. go figure.