i'm tired

I'm tired of staying up late to finish as much as i can everyday for my studies. I'm tired of working in the library in late hours but obviously i think even if i didn't do much studying in a day in the library, i'm sure it would have been more than what i would normally do at home. it's not that i don't have a nice home to go back to, but i tend to find for distractions at home. in saying that, here i am doing the exact same thing that i shouldn't be doing. well, studies is going on alright for me. i'm quite sure i'll be able to cover everything but the only problem would be how much i could actually remember. i said that my brain is overload with information? not only that, it's overloaded and jumbled up, symptoms of breaking down. hopefully only after the exams. I'm tired, everyday sleeping at weird hours and i feel the impact today because i had to wake up early for a swot vac tute. well, i don't regret going but i'm just tired. i need some rest but no, i have to finish up the remainder of my CAI tute and final quiz. and here i am waiting to do it but my housemate Frances is still sleeping. and i have to wait for her to be awake only can do because i need to use her comp. my comp too high tech already, no floppy driver. probably will get some eyes shut now since i can't do anything much but wait till she gets up. so anyways, today is the beginning of another nightmare for me. commencing of series of memorizing nonsense theories to score for management. another whole bunch of data that i need to insert into my tiny little brain, poor brain. although i don't put any hope in scoring well for management, i still want to put in some effort so i don't regret in the future. yes yes, it's just an elective. argh!! *bangs head on the wall*