the urge to blog

why is it that exam is so so near but i have the urge to blog? i have so much to say but i tell myself, i should not waste my time blogging because i have much more to read. why is it that all the subjects that i'm taking requires me to read and read and read? now, at this kind of time, i wish i was a commerce student. i wish i took maths as an elective than taking stupid management that has so much to read. no, one of my friend said, i should be doing past years instead of reading back the notes, but then what's the point of doing past year papers if i don't even know the theory? why is it that everyone says i'm lucky to have finished early? but i don't feel so because i wish i had a schedule like the rest, with almost one week to study for the one paper. well, can't complain much. things are the way it is because god made it this way. be grateful and work hard. just this time, just once in a while, intense study pays off not all the time but most of the time. but my brain is a lil bit jam with information overload. why don't i have a bigger brain to store more info? why is it that i tend to have short term memory when it comes to studies? now i wish i was over with studies but learning is a part of life even after uni. then why am i asking such stupid questions to myself? i must be crazy *patient diagnosed with brain damage*